The big 2-5
What a birthday! In the spirit of turning 25 I have decided there has to be a slight change to my thought process. I came across this from an infertility blog that I followed. My goals from now on.
I want to honor my intentions to create life and have a child.
I want to honor the life that we lost.
I want to honor the pain we’ve survived.
I want to honor my husband for his strength and support.
I want to honor my body, and respect it.
I want to heal my body, which has been broken and abused.
I want to heal my spirit, which has been lost and disconnected.
I want to heal my heart, which has been shattered again and again.
I want to move past some of the losses and grieving I’ve done.
I want to prepare myself for the journey ahead of me - adoption or donors.
I want to accept myself and my life.
I want to recommit myself to my marriage.
I want to recommit to myself, and finding the strength to live a life of joy and fulfillment.
I want to feel whole again.
We are coming up on a big test soon that will determine some big decisions in our life. If you pray, please do so for us. If you don’t then all good thoughts and vibes are always welcomed.
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